its been ages since i last wrote .. well, life as a matriculation student doesn't give me a space to breath or to have some 'time' for myself .. with those assignments and tutorials that i have to finish in a short time .. huhh .. what a tiring life ! but.. life must go on .. with those UPS result..:( :( :( ..
i've made up my mind once, to step out from this college ... because with those result i thought that i wouldn't achieve my dreams... so i went to meet with counselor .. which is the most thing i hate to do .. i step into her room with eager .. and i said , "i want to leave" .. and then i told her everything , being here for almost 4 months .. i have to answer all her questions , why this , why that .... urghh .. -____- time passed ... i skipped my tutorial class for the first time .. just to settle the counselling session.. what she'd said to me sometimes makes me mad .. what ? she thought that i'm just a spoil brat ? that forces my parents to get me out of here ? well, she was wrong .. why she must judge me ? i know that she is the counselor ,. but she don't know me well ... but its okay ,. i won't go see her for this time being ..