good evening bloggers. its been a while since i last wrote for my blog. i don't know how to overcome this kind of feelings.
firstly, i'm over him. he dumped me a few days ago with questions all over my head. i really don't know what's the main reason. i tried to call him many times but he won't answers instead of send me texts. he told me that its the end and not to disturb him anymore. what ? am i disturbing him all the time being? huhhh. :( honestly, i cried. one of my besties called me. she tried to calm me.. i was like ... i'm speechless... she told me to calm down, and try to let him go. its okay., i regard his decision.. maybe i wasn't good enough for him. am i? everyone knows how i treat him. i never disappoint him. i give everything he asks. (as long as its benefit us)  i treat him at the cafe., i took care of him when he fallen sick. i should get an award for being the kindest girlfriend. *joke. huhu. i just don't get it. i want the answers. why ? hmm..
he sang this song for me. i still remember that moment. :')


its really hard to forget the ones that you'd loved for a long time. all those sweet memories keep wandering in my minds, but i have to be strong. i'm determine to forget all about him. i will.